not doing very well

doing really bad just lately and i dont no what to do iwanna go i wanna leave , i drove my car 90mph towards a tree today i chickened out at the last min , whats happeneing to me im so scared

It sounds like you are going through a really bad patch right now. I know how awful they can be. You are a wonderful brave girl and you must remind yourself constantly at how remarkable and admirable you are. It will ease up so please be gentle and really loving towards yourself until then. You did the right thing by sharing it here.

I wish you peace.
S

Hello Willow03,

I hope you feel better today. Please tell me why you feel the way you do? Has something happened in the past that makes you feel you have had enough?

i just cannot cope with anything right now silly little things trigger flashbacks and its driving me insane i just want to be the person i used to be

Hi,

sorry you're having such a bad time. I've recently been diagnosed, after a particularly bad episode (as I call them). I too have exprienced that feeling of wanted to just put my foot on the accelerator and close my eyes, so I can empathise. So you're not alone. I'm not out of the woods yet, by a long chalk, but I do feel better now then I have while. I still have flashbacks etc. But am not on setreline which is helping me a lot. So hold on things will get better. Are you having any treatment or support with this?

Healing thoughts

i see a shrink once a week but im the type of personwho cannot speak face to face about how im feeling i have bottled just about everything up and its comin back to haunt me

thankyou all for your words
im not in a good place right now and can not see a positive way out

Hope you feel better today Willow. I can't really talk about any of my experiences without a drink inside me, so I can understand how hard it is. I've recently started CBT which I am finding helpful but really hard work.

If you want to talk just send me a post or a message. We are all here to support one another,

healing thoughts

thanks again everyone
i want to go jump today or something that will stop everything

im sorry for being like this just dont no wher ei can turn to try let it all out

Im sorry you feel so bad today. I hope you don't jump. Just hold on if you can, you are a worthwhile person. I too know what its like, have had lots of suicidal thoughts. But later Im glad that I didn't do it.

Sending you healing thoughts

Hello Willow,
I did not think I would ever get better again, but fact is, I have! It takes time. So please give yourself some time.

If you consider it, whilst you need us to support you, one day there will be someone needing you to support them!

Peter

Hi Willow,

I agree with Pete. You can feel better, and it does take time. Please give yourself the time. Thats what I'm doing at the moment.

Healing thoughts

Mags